Okay, I think it's time to finally talk about this with you guys...
I've been in an artistic slump for over a month now and there are no signs that it'll be letting up anytime soon. I feel like I have absolutely no creative energy left. I have the desire to create, but there is just nothing I feel like creating anymore. I go to the canvas and try to put something down, and it's just scribbles. I can't put together any meaningful art pieces. I've been trying really hard, and I just can't do it, I can't draw a damn thing worth drawing. My artistic desires, my creativity, my motivation, imagination, energy... it's just gone. It's all gone.
I don't know what to do. I'm absolutely miserable. My depression and my anxiety have been steadily worsening. I feel listless, unmotivated, I don't really give a shit about anything. I'm too afraid to draw or do anything related to art. My self-confidence is completely and utterly shattered. I have no idea what kind of future I could make for myself without art. Living is slowly becoming... undesirable.
Maybe there's a little bit of hope for me left, but I fear that my drawing days are over... I don't know what to do anymore, I don't know how to get myself out of this rut. It feels like a part of me has died, it feels like I've lost something and I can't get it back.