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Yuu-chan
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Okay, I think it's time to finally talk about this with you guys...

I've been in an artistic slump for over a month now and there are no signs that it'll be letting up anytime soon. I feel like I have absolutely no creative energy left. I have the desire to create, but there is just nothing I feel like creating anymore. I go to the canvas and try to put something down, and it's just scribbles. I can't put together any meaningful art pieces. I've been trying really hard, and I just can't do it, I can't draw a damn thing worth drawing. My artistic desires, my creativity, my motivation, imagination, energy... it's just gone. It's all gone.

I don't know what to do. I'm absolutely miserable. My depression and my anxiety have been steadily worsening. I feel listless, unmotivated, I don't really give a shit about anything. I'm too afraid to draw or do anything related to art. My self-confidence is completely and utterly shattered. I have no idea what kind of future I could make for myself without art. Living is slowly becoming... undesirable.

Maybe there's a little bit of hope for me left, but I fear that my drawing days are over... I don't know what to do anymore, I don't know how to get myself out of this rut. It feels like a part of me has died, it feels like I've lost something and I can't get it back.

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:icongradox2:
Gradox2 Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2017
Will ye no come back again?
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leairon Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2017  Hobbyist Photographer
I miss ur are u have talent yuuchan please we want to see u grow hun ur a fantastic women with a eye for fetish art ur art is my all time favorite I have loved ur art for a long ass time I know ur going thru shit and everything I want to see u blossom into a smokey mistress we  were hypnotized by  we have ur back
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marthysin Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2017
I know in your journal you felt as if your art had simply stopped improving, but for what its worth I disagree,  Ive followed you for some time and I have seen quite a bit,  true it may not be Improving by the same margines as it did before, but that doesn't mean its stopped.   Your own personal style also affects this.  Its a shame to see you go.
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TerrylovesBoobs Featured By Owner Edited Mar 20, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
All gone? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Towards whom do I profusely curse?
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PublikWerx Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hello. I need some advice.
I'm having serious trouble doing side profiles. They all seem to come out strange, like the characters have Down's Syndrome. HALP!
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xYuu-chan Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Hmm, can you show me how they're turning out for you?
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Ganerdude221 Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2017
Don't give up, you have some real talent.
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PublikWerx Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I'll send you a concept sketch from our webcomic. You'll get the general idea. It'll be under the heading "A Sketch For X-Yuu Chan To Critique".
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MermaidloverTyler Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2017
Hey, I know you don't do requests, but my birthday is coming up. Mind doing some birthday art for me?
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xYuu-chan Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Err, sorry... I do have other projects I need to work on.
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